it to be over

I wish that I could close my eyes and this week would be over. So many thing are going all wrong, and to top that off this weekend is going to be really hard for my family. Because we have to go to the place were my brother or sister was put to rest, I never knew what it was, and now all this people want to go with me to help me get though it but why can't they just understand that I don't really want them there to hug me and tell me that it is going to be ok when its not.